What the Hell Am I Exactly?

With the recent events going on I have had a lot of free time to think about things, past relationships and how I have changed.

So in looking at my past relationships I have tried to figure out exactly what I am….

Pre-game warmups?
Exhibition game?
Practice Squad?

What is it? Why does it seem like anyone who I have actually dated for any extended period and had more than a 1 or 2 date relationship with, has gone and gotten married or engaged and some have even popped out a kid or 2 with the person they started to date right after me, excluding the quick hook up rebound that a couple have had right after me.

Are they all freaky coincidences? or am I some sort of pre-requisite to help people figure out what they want out of life and then go figure it out?

What I want to know is…. When the hell can I get to the regular season?!?! The playoffs can wait, I just want to make it through a season with a chance at the playoffs and then maybe make it to the championship game.

Ya know? I am sick of being the Pittsburgh Pirates or Kansas City Royals of relationships!

and yeah, some of you who know me, I am serious!!


  1. #1 by Jenn on 2007/01/27 - 9:40 PM

    Ned – You are not the Royals or the Pirates. You are the Boston Red Sox and when you win that World Series it will be truly special and I promise it won’t take 87 years! You are a knight in shining armor, you are a true friend, you are smart and kind and funny. You know how to take care of yourself and always reach out to help a friend in need. Don’t let whatever has happened change that about you. You are truly special to me and I love you. I say that from the heart as someone who wouldn’t know what to do without you. – J

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