I Am A Failure

Yes, it has been 8 months and I thought things were going well, I had all my ducks in a row and things had not failed yet.

I have always been able to do it when I wanted to, it goes all the way back to high school, if I wanted to do it I could, never a question about it, I just did it.

It is who I am, people know it and are amazed at times, and sometimes they think I am a freak because of it, I may be a freak but it is for many different reasons than that.

So it all came to an end last night, I was careless and did not think, my mind was on the headphones I was borrowing to test out to see if I wanted a pair, and then there was the security delays.

I should have skipped that bottled water, but the trail mix was a bit salty so I had to get it, and then finish it off before take off, and then somewhere over the Great Plains it happened…..

I had to get up out of my seat on the airplane and use a airplane lavatory, I can’t believe it, it was unheard of!!

I am such a failure….

  1. #1 by Megan D on 2006/10/11 - 5:42 PM

    you disgust me. But 2 kudos to you for recognizing that you are a failure.

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